je te cherche, s'il te plaît.
sinon, il faut que vous m'oubliiez; i will not anger myself for this.
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Aujourd'hui, j'ai appris le subjonctif. C'est difficile; il y a trop des exceptions et des verbes irregulières. :(
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Midol makes me edgy. Maybe it's the caffeine? Caffeine normally doesn't affect me, though... nothing else in it has that kind of side effect. The caffeine dose is above what makes the vast majority of people experience caffeine effects, though, and I probably shouldn't be taking normal adult doses, so that's probably it.
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Facebook number game results in spam. We seek validation and anonymity at the same time; it's pretty funny.
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Must not omit articles from sentences.
Must not omit subjects, either.
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I've been wanting to take up Animal Crossing again; since I have a new file, I still need to open the final store. Someone bring it to the sleepover! Pleaaaaseeee. o: I will put down roads and make my town SUPER SPECIAL LOOKING this winter break. :)
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The things that are missing from my life are
a) haters
b) sociopaths
c) those pens that write in rainbows
d) my copy of Pokémon Pearl. :(
They must be hiding.
I must find them.
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No, seriously, where are the enemies? :o If you know anyone who dislikes me, do tell. I'm curious. :( It's not like anyone's making it obvious. It's like some kind of life experience is being missed out on.
Not that that's actually a bad thing, but hey! Adolescence is the one period of time during which it is permissible to fuck up lots and blame it on hormones.
Showing posts with label i act sane in reality. Show all posts
Showing posts with label i act sane in reality. Show all posts
Thursday, December 9, 2010
Tuesday, November 16, 2010
o-o;
You know how your brain comes up with the weirdest crap when you're in the shower?
Yeah.
(sung atonally, in 6/8 time)
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oh ocean god, i pray to thee
from endless life, please set me free -
i give myself to the empty sea
that my ghost shall ever wander.
the ceaseless tides shall ebb and flow,
i give myself, for this i know;
for the ocean depths of indigo
my heart grows ever fonder.
so from endless nights and endless days,
i ask of you: take me away -
and in the deep my corpse will stay
as my ghost goes ever yonder.
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Yeah.
(sung atonally, in 6/8 time)
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oh ocean god, i pray to thee
from endless life, please set me free -
i give myself to the empty sea
that my ghost shall ever wander.
the ceaseless tides shall ebb and flow,
i give myself, for this i know;
for the ocean depths of indigo
my heart grows ever fonder.
so from endless nights and endless days,
i ask of you: take me away -
and in the deep my corpse will stay
as my ghost goes ever yonder.
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Monday, October 25, 2010
Wednesday, August 25, 2010
Thought of the day.
When I realized I was eating aborted chickens, eggs suddenly became that much more delicious.
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Yes, that's all.
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Yes, that's all.
Friday, August 6, 2010
Let's share our thoughts on yaoi!
Or not.
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So Fandi made a post about her faith and what it means to her, and she had some questions that she wanted answered. And, since Fandi cares about it, I'll try to swear less on this blog. ♥ Fanderson's such a good person. ._.;
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Please consider anything beyond this point merely a matter of my opinion. A-and please respond to it in some way or other? I don't want to be shouting into empty space. Feels bad, man. ;_;
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I think that 'reality', 'good', 'justice', 'belief', 'love', even for the sake of argument 'profanity', etc. are subjective concepts. They're individual to each person. The common definitions of these terms are thoughts consciously or subconsciously agreed upon by a number of people and then perpetuated throughout a society. To paraphrase this: the law is not considered just by everyone; I'm not you. My justice is not your justice is probably not the justice of extremist (fill-in-your-desired-plural-noun-here).
Similarly, these concepts change over time. In first grade, 'dumb' was a terrible word and the worst thing you could call anybody. Now it's just a word used to describe something you mildly dislike. The justice of five hundred years previous is different from the justice now.
A person can only understand their own concept of reality, so I accept my reality as mine, and yours as yours. These things might change, and they might not. If you think you exist, you might as well. That's how it is.
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About Christianity/religion in general?
It's something that other people believe in. To me, religion is something interesting both in theory and in practice, but it's not how I define my reality. If you're religious, I respect your willpower and faith and I'll try to sympathize with your viewpoint. (To clarify: "if you're religious, that's cool. If you're not, that's cool. If you don't know, that's cool.")
I understand that your 'reality' is not mine. To you or perhaps a third person, the non-religious might really be in need of salvation. For you/third person, that's how it is. I'm fine with that. I'm not you, after all. (Probably.)
About Fandi believing in Christianity?
Well, her general view on life seems brighter now. If it's made her happy, then that's good. Fandi's choice is Fandi's choice.
Faith discussion?
I find it interesting and would appreciate learning more. Enthusiastic people are fun to be around. If it gets awkward, it's not you, it's me and my lack of social skills.
It would be fun to meet some of the (apparently really nice) people from Fandi's church, but if the event is explicitly very religious, I just think someone else would be better able to appreciate it. ._.;
You don't have to feel anxious. Also, anxiety leads to stress leads to heart attacks and Fandi dying of stress would be terrible.
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tl;dr I am a waffle who waffles and is never offended.
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On a lighter note: anyone want a Shuckle? I have 19, with more on the way. Of the current 19, all but 2 of them are protected against 1-hit KOs. All of them have natures that don't inhibit Defense and Special Defense growth, and I know at least one has a perfect HP IV.
No, seriously, I'm giving them away. The one I'm trying for is a Bold Shuckle with ability Sturdy, perfect HP IV and decent Def/Sp. Def IVs. It's going to take a while and I have a lot of Shuckle even when keeping about 1 out of every 5 ones hatched.
I want Pokemon friends. Bert doesn't play (he would be a scary Pokemon competitive player, would probably IV breed, abuse the RNG and everything) and Clarence ragequits.
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So Fandi made a post about her faith and what it means to her, and she had some questions that she wanted answered. And, since Fandi cares about it, I'll try to swear less on this blog. ♥ Fanderson's such a good person. ._.;
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Please consider anything beyond this point merely a matter of my opinion. A-and please respond to it in some way or other? I don't want to be shouting into empty space. Feels bad, man. ;_;
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I think that 'reality', 'good', 'justice', 'belief', 'love', even for the sake of argument 'profanity', etc. are subjective concepts. They're individual to each person. The common definitions of these terms are thoughts consciously or subconsciously agreed upon by a number of people and then perpetuated throughout a society. To paraphrase this: the law is not considered just by everyone; I'm not you. My justice is not your justice is probably not the justice of extremist (fill-in-your-desired-plural-noun-here).
Similarly, these concepts change over time. In first grade, 'dumb' was a terrible word and the worst thing you could call anybody. Now it's just a word used to describe something you mildly dislike. The justice of five hundred years previous is different from the justice now.
A person can only understand their own concept of reality, so I accept my reality as mine, and yours as yours. These things might change, and they might not. If you think you exist, you might as well. That's how it is.
---
About Christianity/religion in general?
It's something that other people believe in. To me, religion is something interesting both in theory and in practice, but it's not how I define my reality. If you're religious, I respect your willpower and faith and I'll try to sympathize with your viewpoint. (To clarify: "if you're religious, that's cool. If you're not, that's cool. If you don't know, that's cool.")
I understand that your 'reality' is not mine. To you or perhaps a third person, the non-religious might really be in need of salvation. For you/third person, that's how it is. I'm fine with that. I'm not you, after all. (Probably.)
About Fandi believing in Christianity?
Well, her general view on life seems brighter now. If it's made her happy, then that's good. Fandi's choice is Fandi's choice.
Faith discussion?
I find it interesting and would appreciate learning more. Enthusiastic people are fun to be around. If it gets awkward, it's not you, it's me and my lack of social skills.
It would be fun to meet some of the (apparently really nice) people from Fandi's church, but if the event is explicitly very religious, I just think someone else would be better able to appreciate it. ._.;
You don't have to feel anxious. Also, anxiety leads to stress leads to heart attacks and Fandi dying of stress would be terrible.
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tl;dr I am a waffle who waffles and is never offended.
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On a lighter note: anyone want a Shuckle? I have 19, with more on the way. Of the current 19, all but 2 of them are protected against 1-hit KOs. All of them have natures that don't inhibit Defense and Special Defense growth, and I know at least one has a perfect HP IV.
No, seriously, I'm giving them away. The one I'm trying for is a Bold Shuckle with ability Sturdy, perfect HP IV and decent Def/Sp. Def IVs. It's going to take a while and I have a lot of Shuckle even when keeping about 1 out of every 5 ones hatched.
I want Pokemon friends. Bert doesn't play (he would be a scary Pokemon competitive player, would probably IV breed, abuse the RNG and everything) and Clarence ragequits.
Sunday, August 1, 2010
so I didn't think you would notice this.
If you did, thanks, I guess.
So, um, we might as well start. I'm not very good at expressing myselfhonestly, but it's so easy to lie.
But in light of all theuselessly sentimental (you're lying, aren't you? You always are, and stop it I can see straight through you it's disgusting how you all act - ) revelations that have been posted recently...
... I don't know.See, I told you so, it would be better if I lied. "I love you guys all so much." "You mean the world to me." Feed them the lines and they'll spit out the results. It's so predictable, except for when it isn't.
MaybeI'm a sociopath, but probably not. This normal, right? Normal, it has to be, that's how I am...
...so I think it would be better if we just - we're all just growing up.
Because it can't be helped.
That's how it is.
- because it would be better that way. It's fine, right?
We can still change.
Help.
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Disclaimer: The above was all a lie. This was a social experiment. I'm just bored, really. Really. (Any resemblance to persons living or dead is coincidental and should be ignored, and I'm sane in reality you should see me in real life I am the sanest and most honest person you will ever meet this is not a lie.)
um. Really. No. Seriously. I'm sane. And, uh. Honest. In real life. Really, so. Yeah.
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Happy, uh, August Fool's?
I have absolutely no excuse for this.
So, um, we might as well start. I'm not very good at expressing myself
But in light of all the
... I don't know.
Maybe
...
Because it can't be helped.
That's how it is.
We can still change.
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Disclaimer: The above was all a lie. This was a social experiment. I'm just bored, really. Really. (Any resemblance to persons living or dead is coincidental and should be ignored, and I'm sane in reality you should see me in real life I am the sanest and most honest person you will ever meet this is not a lie.)
um. Really. No. Seriously. I'm sane. And, uh. Honest. In real life. Really, so. Yeah.
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Happy, uh, August Fool's?
I have absolutely no excuse for this.
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